I PROMISE I'LL BE HAPPY. I REALLY PROMISE

sometimes, i really hate it. i dont know whats 'it' but i just hate it.

i underperformed today.

i scraped my knee & my cheekbone a little while diving, and after bathing,i realised i had more scratches below my collar bone. my forefinger hurts like free now, i pulled my left thigh muscle while training. it didnt hurt that much at first. but after exerting more pressure by running all around, it started to hurt pretty bad. than i thought i would just apply force on the right leg. but i pulled the right thigh muscle (again) while having friendlies with the guys. yay yay yay

yay yay yay.

brigette's leaving to japan by this week.
jiayu's already at KL
weiwei's leaving for hongkong & somewhere else soon
linqiang's leaving for yangshuo tmr
brennon has been gone since forever.

YOU ALL BETTER GET ME SOUVIENIERS.

im no longer close with certain people
i miss george
i miss sirhan
i miss jannie

i miss myself.

yay yay yay yay yay! i lead an exciting life, told ya. everyone's going on a holiday, whereas im stuck down here. the furthest i went was like SENTOSA. best

im feeling so horrible right now, not because of the fact that everyone's going for holiday. well, maybe, but more of.. i'll be so aloneeee........ than i'll be autistic and just face my rubiks cube which is a pirated version and refuse to talk to anyone else. even if its like gerard way or quinn allman. :(

i want my patpat.

please take care of my patpat. (:

batman is at it again.

i dont like!

i hate it when this weird weird weird feeling comes over me. kjdhfluaehjdfljcfndsnaskfhajsldjaleujfldscnjsdfnlashflashdfjalsfjaseuilfjidsjflkdhfajlfhualsdhfsjdcnjldskfhajlsfhajlsdhajlsdfhljdfhdjklhljashdfsekuh!!!!!

okay. im not feeling any better. whatever.

my finger hurts. it swelled up just now at macs for no apparent reason, when i was doing math. weird weird weird. i hope the placebo effect works. i have every intention to like kill myself. no, kidding

aiyer, why liddat!? czechoslovakia.

emo emu.

emu emo.

emu dies

emo lives on.

whhy?

i dunno

gd night.

THE shocking STAYOVER allowed :D

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i did math with lq today. met up soyah & ate at kembangan which we then went back to reservoir to lepak. such a nice place during the night.

NEBO/STAYOVER

THE BEACH TOUCH PHOTOS. warning: rather bimbotic. HAHAHHA.













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stayed over at oo's place! WALAO, like first time in my entire life, suddenly my mom allowed. she never liked me staying at pple's house, cos she scared i'll like disturb them or something. but oh well. she was still rather worried. AND I, after having all the fun & laughter, i think i missed home a little. maybe i wasn't used to the environment, somemore my first time to oo's house. aiyo.

i rmber when i was damn young that time, my mom allowed me to stay over at this friend's house(she & the mother were friends), WAH, i cried the entire night, saying i wanna go back. HAHAAHHAHA. i think that was more than 10 years ago alr. i still rmber vividly that i was sobbing into a foreign bolster and what struck me was that the arms that always hugged me to sleep wasn't there. *touching, :D

will upload the camwhoring moments at the next post, for now..

there's 1 eqn that we've came up during the stayover.

sylvia = joke.

jiayu laughs like mad. HAHAHAHAH

it was my first time...

BEACH TOUCH IS OVER! (:

it was rather devastating, considering the fact that we were left with 3 players, tiatia(cap), weiwei, and me, which meant that if we were on attack, we can't roll subs, cos apparently there's no subs to roll. *smacks forehead.

tiatia & i were discussing about the issue of 3 players last night, we were more concerned of whether will the organiser, nEbo disqualify us due to our lack of players, thankfully not. cos if they were to disqualify us, we'll probably sulk the entire day with our faces blacker than my current sunburnt. HAHA. EH WALAO, YOU QIAN LI TIAO TIAO come all the way to sentosa, of cos must play right! if not sun tan iszit?! like that i might as well just lie down at my void deck or go east coast, where the heat is also relatively high! AIYO.

it was my first time, going to sentosa after like i think more than 2 years,
it was my first time going to VIVO CITY (throw face i tell you)
& it was my first time eating at carls junior. :D

will post the bimbotic photos we cam whored after mai sends me. (:

but actually, ok la, beach touch was like the ultimate fun, although we had a hard time running on the sand which was more suited for bollywood filming. tripped, slid, dived, jumped, pushed, practicalyl everything. (:

major abrasions everywhere, hurt like cow. but oh well, the price to pay for fun. moreover, got so many free stuff, i love free teeshirts, HAHAHAHA. cheapo la. but they got me a super oversized one. like WOAH oversized. I LIKE. big big baggy baggy, more cooling.

sometimes, we're too concern on winning the game until we forget the process, and also that we're not playing for ourselves, but for our fellow mates. we often go solo, and too eager to win, which probably made us sulk instead of smiling all day long.

other than that, i should attend to my wounds now. ):

OMGOMGOMG, DID I MENTION IM FREAKING BURNT!?

i am bored

got it from sylvia...

You are 73% eccentric.

Not fitting in can be a real problem for you. You just don't understand your peers and their interests, but you can usually pass yourself off as fairly normal - enough to hold down a job anyway.

Are You An Eccentric?
Quizzes for MySpace

i knew it! HAHAHAH.

What stereotype do you belong to? Your Result: Punk listens to punk rock, has many piercings, wears a lot of black, hair is dyed unnatural colors, plays guitar, wears clothes that stand out, only likes colors combined with black
No stereotype
Emo
Loner
Gamer
Jock
Preppy
geek/nerd
What stereotype do you belong to?

the emo emu uh?

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Literature Nerd Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works. It's okay. I understand.
Drama Nerd
Social Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Musician
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Anime Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

leet! (:

Your Language Arts Grade: 100%

Way to go! You know not to trust the MS Grammar Check and you know "no" from "know." Now, go forth and spread the good word (or at least, the proper use of apostrophes).

Are You Gooder at Grammar?
Make a Quiz

i shpreak proper engrish orhkay.

What type of Emo are you??? Your Result: Awesome/Emotastic Emo! You are an Awesome/Emotastic emo! It may be that you have other traces of different labels like punk or goth which is great. That is what makes you awesome! Keep up the emoness!
Depressed Emo :(
Poser Emo!!!
Gay Emo/Stupid Emo
Not an Emo......
What type of Emo are you??? See All Our Quizzes

HAHHAHHAHAHA

bored like mad

the BLACK parade

THEY ARE COMING!

OMG!
SO EXCITING.

the saddest thing is i won't be there. ARGH. my lao niang dont allow. SHE. DON'T. ALLOW.

but its okay. it's okay lynette.

did i mention i like white fungus? i do. my mind's in a slightly messed up condition right now, i don't know why. and i don't feel good about it.

anyway, cutting away all the sappy sobbish emoish stuff, i've been spending alot of time with tia tia. HAAHAHAHAHAHA. both of us were looking at alice in a very very funny way. to the extent of laughing out loud. HAHAHAHAHA. and also talking about lots of people. all the scandals and everything, i can practically hear her saying 'scandalous' right now.

OH OH, and tiatia asked me the 'either or' qns which were rather hard to answer and and and incredibly hilarious. i kept laughing to myself on my way home with my dad. HAHAHAHA. my dad says im mad.

lq has kidnapped my rainbow. tsk tsk tsk. now i can't sleep without it. he attempted to kidnap my red red hairband. but lucky I SAW. HAHAHA. not really. i did treasure hunting, and threatened with his ipod. smart right! *pats on my own shoulder, good job nette!

and val is simply hilarious. the bathroom incident was the ultimate. i think it's the joke of the century, the joke of the entire human race.

okay, i shall go hear my backstreet boys old old old backstreet's back album already. i miss old school. heeeheeeeheeeheee

it feels so great to use the comp. WOOOSH